When I was a kid, my brain had⦠opinions.
Not normal opinions like āI like this filmā or āthat oneās boring.ā
No no. We had a full internal ranking system of:
⨠safe ⨠vs š« absolutely not š«
Safe films?
š§āāļø The Little Mermaid
š„ Beauty and the Beast
Comfort. Music. Vibes. Weāre thriving.
And thenā¦
š¦ Bambi
My brain said:
āYeah⦠no. That one is NOT safe.ā
No explanation. No meeting. No minutes taken. Just vibes.
Looking back, it wasnāt even about the film itself.
It was the feeling:
- a bit sad
- a bit eerie
- a bit āsomething bad might happenā
And my childhood brain went:
āToo many emotions at once. Weāre out.ā
Honestly? Fair enough.
Itās wild how kids donāt just react to whatās happening on screenā
they react to the atmosphere.
And if youāve got an anxious or OCD brain?
That atmosphere can turn into a full-on āavoid foreverā rule.
Now I look back and Iām likeā¦
why was I beefing with a cartoon deer š
But alsoā
little me was just trying to feel safe with the tools she had.
And you know what?
She did her best š
Tell me your ārandomly not safeā childhood film⦠I KNOW Iām not the only one
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